Darkness, leave me now.
Go destroy what’s wrong and bad,
Leaving good and right in your wake.

Loneliness, be gone.
My life already has longing,
There’s no space here for emptiness.

Sadness, melt away.
My heart has tasted joy,
No room left for sorrow.

Future, come soon.
The troubled past has passed.
Already aching for tomorrow.

Though present day is cold and hurt,
my dead heart broken pain,
someday if love returns to me,
May Light shine warmth again.


I was in that moment between sleeping and awake,
laying in my bed,
in your bed,
holding your hand,
embracing your body.

As you slept I listened to your breathing,
feeling you close and caught a clean scent,
wondering if it was perfume or just you fresh from a bath.

We stirred and smiled,
drifting together,
in that moment between sleep and awake,


Voices (erotic)

when moans
escape her lips
breath hot in gasps
beating heart pounding
fingers exploring
wetness dripping
how I yearn to listen
as she plays with her cunt
and pinching taught peaks
as they stand on end
my ears filled with her sounds
hand fast on my hard cock
while she grinds
and I thrust
and we cum
we breathe
she screams
I moan
it is good
no words spoken


like a bandit
without warning
love slips in
steals your heart
runs off giggling
as you chase it

then suddenly stops
leaving you longing
exhausted and wanting
Panting and yearning
You almost catch your breath

Love waits
sees glimmers of hope
hints at happiness

When I miss you
such pain
You’ve stolen me
Before then,
I didn’t know
how alone I was
life is empty
with you gone
And I hurt

now you’ve got my mind
my body aches of this chasing
pulled like a magnet
embrace me, now.
Close in the distance
Never let go
Don’t run

I climb the peak
balanced on the edge
brimming desire
teetering on madness
beating rapidly
and then
we fall

The air filled
with butterflies
gasping, descend
searching for ground
about to land hard
then we do
crashing into love
it overtakes us
the world slips away
softness and pleasure
everything right
until love, that robber,
moaning in ecstasy
steals off again

No, I don’t want to hunt anymore
I’ve found the goal
this joy and misery
knowing she’s there
just out of reach,
I keep her heart.

Never forget , no regret
Love conquers all

embraced so tight
I’m deep inside you
You’re wrapped around me
moving and touching
one soul together

How my heart soars
the thief is captured
duration forever
Come together
We’re Home


I was alone
then her face appeared
my heart leaped
soaring into sky
yet I didn’t realize
one day soon I would fall
she captured me

Interminable depths of her eyes
lashes flitting across her glowing face
voluptuous lips curved to a smile
enchanting …

be mine

As I yearned for a kiss
her taste touched my soul
and then like a dream, she was gone

She came to me again
lingering there
without a word,
and I swooned

Her skin radiated a dance like an angel
every curve undulating a landscape of music
every step in grace caressing earth below her feet

Her hair flowed as I traced the lines of her form
learning and following them with my eyes
heart beating like a drum
glowing like the sun
catching my breath in a sigh

Her voice
calm in the heart of a storm
each word rang through being
like sweet chimes on the wind
we laughed and talked and shared our spirits
connecting in ways beyond magic
how I wanted to be in this space forever

It seems like aeons since I’ve seen her again
her presence still vibrating echoes through my heart
Will she please come, to be by my side?

As we join in her world, and walk together the rest of our days
Our dance has just begun, and I want it to last our lifetime

I think of her and the things we will do together
destiny to fulfill itself when the time is ripe

Saving myself for her, until our union of souls is one
then we will open
and give each other everything

Now, I long for her, in tears at times
then I remember her face
and again my heart soars

Riding waves of happiness, waiting upon her return
like children holding out for Christmas morning
when distance is a breath away
and every moment our dreams come true

and when her eyes meet mine
we may lose ourselves in each other
and see once more
and live

There is gold in the hills

There is gold in the hills
As the sun shines
on the grassy valley
There is gold in the hills
Shining upon
the rivers of our life

There is silver in the sky
As the rain falls into our eyes
There is silver in the sky
Swirling ribbons flowing
through our life

Oh Brown and green
Through everything
Nature growin her own wild way
Oh brown and green
Everywhere I see
Things come and gone
baby glad you’re here with me

That dusty road
Runs behind the house
goin places we ain’t never been
But I’m alright
Sittin by your side
Ain’t no where else
I’d wanna be

In the stillness of the dawn

In the stillness of the dawn
The world sleeps softly
There’s a whisper in my ear
Her voice melts my heart
My love breathes
words of sweetness
from her lips
“I love you”

Bathed in pillows and blankets
Her warmth upon my skin
Laying close together
This magick moment
She touches my energy
We embrace more closely
Snuggle down inside
each others arms

And soothing me once more
Her voice stirs my mind
and body like a flame of
purest light
glowing within my heart
oh again it pulses
impacting the wonder
of pure bliss,
She says “I love you”

Oh happiness I feel here
Life beyond any measure
Such a joy this moment
It will last forever in memory

I nuzzle her, this precious one
What fantastic pleasure
How the Universe has blessed us
Our lives entwined together

And so in gentle kind reply
I am moved by the graceful
beauty, she has chosen me,
I speak the truest words
as it all wells up from
the core of me,
I can only surrender
my heart completely
and say to Her
“I love you”

The first rays of Sunlight
bursts through the
dark of night, the warmth radiate through the window.
We cuddle deeper in our love
And hold this timeless feeling

I look to her and feel so
thankful fate has made this so
perfect, oh the best of me I
find by her side, we kiss and
touch each other,
We roll together in a dance
Becoming ever closer
Her sleepy eyes, Her pretty face
the majesty of our aura
Surrounds us as we settle in
to linger there and say
“I Love You”

Rest now, my love
Dream dreams of us
If one wakes before the other
Dear just know I am here
inside Your heart
we are never far apart
As You reach for me I’ll
hold Your hand and return
to you in Spirit love
though my body may be somewhere else my mind
and soul here with you
All the way
“I love you”

Homage to a shape

Homage to a shape

It’s the chosen shape
of a serving of sugar, not a ball or pyramid or dare I say booger!

shape of star trek’s ship of Borg
a rack mounted music box from korg

What shaped puzzle
opens the gateway
to the worlds of pinhead?
And what 6 sided thing
doth math geek spin
in honor of rubik?
It’s the cube,
Square square squared..

Alice in chains has the man in a box

Quantum defined 3d 4d space?
Yes with the help of this shape

Jewelry placed into this place
It is the very shape of ‘safe’ 😉

Our little houses and little rooms
All reduced graphed into cubes

The microwave, and the freezer
Shapes of Blockheads and old geezers

Place to put our bagels and loxes?
Fridgerators shaped like metal boxes

The opposite of cool, just look it’s there
Shaped so distictively as a square

We watched for hours a tv cube
Affectionately called it the boob tube

Not pentagon, nor circle, nor egg
Not isocoles, round hole or peg

Babies learn their abc’s
Virtual worlds are built from these
SecondLife’s primitive plywood box
Textured glowing shiny blocks

Four square solid of the gods
Sudoku puzzles and bricks of sods

Hoping I don’t sound too noob
A homage to the perfect cube

Shape of the brain in our computers,
circuit boards, old floppy disk booters

Site re-design, new music playlists up, and more…

Hiya folks,

It’s been awhile since I poked at my website, though here we are with a nice update to the theme of the site, the layout (a bit), and most importantly, all of the music pages for my published albums and unpublished works now have in-page playlists, so you can just listen to them from your web browser, or preview tunes quickly before downloading. I’m pretty excited about that. If you find any broken links anywhere (it happens!) let me know, and I’ll fix em.

You’ll notice the front page has a little slideshow showing album covers, a taste of my drawings, a sample of virtual world images, and mentions writings… I’ll be posting up some poems, song lyrics, and short stories to the site soon, along with links to art (well, more specifically, to flickr and deviant art sites where I’ll be posting more scanned images and what not)

For you social media folks, I’ve signed up to more social networks, and you can link to those directly from the front page, if you feel so inclined to check out what I’m doing elsewhere 😉

All the best,

Christopher / StarLord / ChrCal

a Haiku for Winter

Where once rows
of the standing trees
blocked the sun
Light appears
Through clusters of shade
The day’s light

Thinning leaves
Green turns to Gold
Fall begins

The stream slows
Water is colder
Ice is near

Solid earth
Hard beneath my feet
Rock and mud

Feel the chill
Temperature drops down
the sky swirls

Adding warmth
Layers of clothing
Holds me tight

Boots for shoes
scarves and gloves and coats
Tuques on heads

Hot cocoa
Warm Coffee in hand
Steaming tea

Her winds crisp
The sky turns to white
Flurries blow

Brooms sweep snow
Shovels on sidewalks
Scrapers on glass

Smoky air
Warmth from a fireplace
Glowing hearths

Bugs are gone
Hibernating bears
Naked trees

She is near
Signs of the season
Winter comes